This is not ment to be read by anyone but you never know. Now I am a little lost these days and stuc in a bit of a rut. I think it always happens at the beginning of winter or the dark season. I hate the dark so much! Everything about it. It makes me tired, I hate waking up in it, I can't see in it, I don't know whats in it and I am a little scared of it.
When I am lost I usually like to write poetry, but i havent written in years. I can free write but no poetry.
But we are going to try anyways...
